transsexuality - a transient play

on empathy and transcendentalism: a transsexual approach part1
(Male converses with his female companion in bed)

M: You know i bet Paul Verlaine was always on top that old man doin' that poor little Rimbaud shamelessly...

F: You mean Arthur Rimbaud?

M: Yes that poor prodigy always experimenting with the world, a straight life, it seems was too shallow for his intelligence!

F: Aha! As in the case of Leonardo da Vinci, perhaps, who was also reputed to be a sodomite ?

M: Y-yes.

F: So !? Is anything wrong with that? i get the feeling you are not the experimentalist you always claim to be in real life !?

M: Whatd'ya mean?

F: You don't wanna feel how i feel when you ... force yourself on me? And when you deflowered me, you didn't show any mercy or compassion did you? you are always boasting about morality and the empathy you feel for your fellow human beings, you take pity on them, you put yourself in their shoes, then why don't you put yourself in my shoes? Why don't you wear those high-laces, why don't you put on my exotic lingerie if you are so turned on by such fetish stuff? Why don't you ...

M: Oh come on I am a real man you know I could never do that!

F: When it comes to those Greeks you talk so much about they were so much superior now weren't they? But I've done some research about them, and you know what: they were all weirdos, those brilliant minds, you could never tell who laid with whom, those young bodies piercing ...

M: What? This isn't you talking is it? It's that damn psychopathic writer-wannabe of yours, that bastard I'll..

F: Oh shut up! I have my own ideas now. And I am a realist. I wanna portray things that stand between you and me.

M: (angrily) Then portray my cock!

F: Haha! Alright if you mean the length well its about..

M: NO STOP PLEASE STOP COME ON DON'T TALK LIKE THIS! (whispering: You know it functions quite alright baby ?)

F: No, I know of no such thing! (laughs) Now now ... What if i told you that you were not even designed to be a straight man? How do you define straightness? The Euclidean geodesic? The shortest line from a point to a point? Well then it would seem that you, the straight man, are the best that you could ever strive to be. But lemme tell you something, the world was also supposed to be straight and guess what? Its actually quite round. The universe was supposed to be Euclidean. Well I'm sorry but I think Einstein showed otherwise, "space tells matter how to move and matter tells space how to curve" as someone said. And now Man, (aside: something tells him how to curve too ) I tell you, Man could not be straight even if he wanted to. He's always so eager for knowledge, a stubborn fool always on the lookout for those Truths of his. He will "discover" his "true" nature, even if everyone begs him not to. He will go against his gods, and he WILL discover the secret fire, the eroticism he had once freely given up!

(continuing)

F: For eroticism means Gaydom, Gayship, Gayness,.. it is a secret fire burning,
burning, and burning ever so madly inside, it is what drives you people!

M: When do you plan to stop this nonsense?

F: Shut up and listen. You know that myth of your wonderful Greeks: Prometheus the hero who stole the holy fire from the Gods and was punished for eternity to have his liver pecked out by a bird. I won't go into the details of how it all happened, but you know Zeus got very angry. He had stolen not just the fire, he had stolen his MOJO as well! "Come on baby light my fire! "Hera says, but what's happened to the great thunder bird of Zeus? Someone must have torn away its wings!

F: And when you steal the fire you reveal the desire within.

F: I once met a wise a very wise man, who had taken to pussy-hunting. He had devoted his whole life -so to say- to the hedonistic ideal only. That's very wise of him, there are among us now people who dream of being "renaissance men", greedy pigs not men. They are constantly dreaming of self-fulfillment from all sides, but what they actually want (and lack) is a gang bang.

F: Anyway, here he was, talking about adventures that would fill volumes and volumes, dusty tomes of arcane lore, with the orgasms and the erotic cries that lie within.

M: He he! You mean arcane lure, perhaps, that he was lured to such a pathetic life.

F: No, don't try to misunderstand me! Lore - that's what it was truly, for he was a very wise fellow.
He had come across one fact during this whole career, one futuristic, inevitable fact: that males are converging, to a sodomite life. He told me that the anal pleasures are not to be underestimated.

F: It is the blight, the curse of the male: that the g-point of men lies in the ass. Is it a pain in the ass, a fire in the ass, a sweet melody, a sweet pleasure resonating in the ass? Well I don't know, perhaps all of them at once. But I know what made men the "only" civilizing force in the history of men-womankind? Your denial. You are not penguins; a tragic flaw, or a happy blessing?

F: Well, there are scientific theories about the possibilities of future human life - out there in the star dusts/clouds residing as super brains giving up the sexual life for survival. How typical of these frigid male scientists! How they deny everything, I cannot understand. The future is out there somewhere perhaps, but not as some fucked up brain clouds, no, the future is one Grand ORGY! Men as men and men as women and women as men and women as women! Omnisexuality!

F: (growing ever more nervous) The universe will smile at us happy fools in our rapture, for this happy spectacle is in the becoming!

M: Oh well still, I love your stockings and all but I wanna worship them from the outside not from the inside.

F: (now calmer) Then it is time for you to hear the story of the Grand Transsexual.



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